Open Access
Published: April 2026
Licence: CC BY-NC-4.0
Issue: Vol.21, No.1
Word count: 353
About the creator
Cite this creative contributionSawrey, A. (2026). Post traumatic shadows in suburbia. JoCAT, 21(1). https://www.jocat-online.org/c-26-sawrey
Post traumatic shadows in suburbia
Alana Sawrey (Lanisarty)
Alana Sawrey, Post Traumatic Shadows in Suburbia, 2023, pencil and pen on cartridge paper, 297 × 420mm.
Creative arts therapist statement
I drew this artwork in 2023, wanting to capture some of the experiences described by the people I worked with as an art therapist. The bright colours indicate a seemingly pleasant suburban setting, including a white picket fence, trees, sunflowers, a fishpond and a footpath. However, on a closer look: the sunflowers are too large, and one of them has a claw and is reaching for the protagonist figure in the drawing. There is a large wolf like beastly shadow following the figure, a suggestion that fear, danger, and traumatic memories are right there, as close as one’s own shadow, creeping upon the figure.
I held in mind one client’s childhood neglect and abuse, early experiences that followed her into motherhood and lingered with her over decades; a shadowy pervasive fear of abandonment and distrust of others. I thought about another client with a wonderful, flourishing garden. Beyond the beautiful exterior they were facing repeated domestic violence, beginning as a child and continuing into their adult relationships. The ongoing impacts of these experiences can loiter and pounce despite the brightness and normalcy of suburbia. The figure is featureless, faceless, and blue: I wanted to capture the way my clients described losing a part of their identity or sense of self to this shadowy creature lurking. I find visual art to be a powerful way of communicating and promoting understanding of mental health within the wider community, and that capturing post traumatic memories in this way might help to articulate this in a small way.
Looking back on this image now, in 2026, I hold in mind a Jewish colleague and friend as I reflect after the Bondi Beach terror attack. I think about the challenges they have faced in a culture that says the right things about safety in Australian suburbia, and yet allows antisemitism to flourish. If I could encourage anyone experiencing this dark shadow, or encourage the figure in the artwork, I would say this: one foot in front of the other; you will soon find even a glimmer of light is more powerful than the shadows.
Keywords
Post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), visual art, hope, art therapy
Creator
Alana Sawrey
MAT, BSocSci, AThR
Alana (Lani) uses visual art, particularly colourful pencil and biro illustrations, as her outlet for expressing emotions, processing thoughts and connecting with others. She focuses on topics including mental health, faith, and incorporating whimsy into everyday experiences. As well as for her own therapeutic benefit and delight, she uses art-making to reflect on the experiences of the people she works with as an art therapist: How can one meaningfully reflect on what they hear as a therapist? How do the symptoms of post traumatic stress show up in regular suburban life? Lani enjoys the challenge of representing these complex topics in creative and accessible ways to reduce stigma, foster curiosity and understanding and help educate people about mental health.